My First Mother's Day!!

What a wonderful day! I have never been so HAPPY in my entire life!! I have been glowing all day! I am such a proud Mommy! I am so in love with my little man! I had a great day with my family & got some really nice gifts. My two favorites were my beautiful engraved Carter necklace that Joshua got me (he listened this time) hah, and the new weight watchers scale! Haha whoohoo! Im worn out from a long day with a teething overtired little boy. He is finally peacefully asleep. Well for a couple hours : )

Showing off my necklace

We had a Fun Day!

P.S. I LOVE MY MOM!!

He has only been making these noises for the past two days. I took him on Saturday to Jenn's birthday at Mike & Allyson's there were tons of kids there. He was very observant I think he picked it up from all of the little ones. It's too funny!

Mother's Day Is Coming!!

Jenn's Shower

Jenn's shower was last Saturday and it was adorable! The theme was was pink & brown and it was really cute. I am so excited to meet her little girl! If Tyler is that good looking I know she will be beautiful!

Carter had a really hard night last night but is much MUCH better today!! I am really sick right now and my stomach is absolutely killing me. I don't know what is wrong but I have been like this for the week. I am in a lot of pain. Ouch. Anyways tomorrow is going to be a proactive day and Carter is going to grandma Robin's house.

I started scrap booking and it's adorable. Im hooked.

Goodnight

Were Sick

I have a horrible sore throat and carter has a bad cold : ( Things like this cheer me up! :D

Captin Carter

As you all know he has a had a horrible time with acid reflux. It has been so sad to see him go threw this pain. There has been so many times I wish I could have switched places with him so that he wouldn't have to go threw that. Good news is that he is getting better!! I have prayed every night for this! We have him on stronger medicine and now he is beginning to eat baby food! It's adorable and he is chunking up nicely. Here are some photos of him at 4 months and his first feeding, Enjoy!

Moving Forward

So I decided that I am going to start cleaning houses on the weekends until Carter is able to go to daycare. I am going back to school for early education it's something I have always wanted to do! I have already made many good changes in my life and I am determined to make more! I will not let anyone or anything stop me from being happy. My life is CARTER! I will let everyone know how his Upper GI goes tomorrow. Say a prayer.

Quote for the day: It takes seconds to say hello, and a lifetime to say goodbye.

BrokenHeart

So I have a lot of good things to say about Carter & I will get to that but this has been the worst weekend in my entire life. I feel absolutely betrayed, rejected, forgotten, used and heartbroken. Words can't even express how sad I am right now. I can't even stop for two seconds to think that it will be get better. Losing your first love is the worst feeling you can imagine. Ive given my life and heart into it and it all just fell apart! I want my best friend back I want my life back.

I don't know how to be ok...