Sunday, April 6, 2008


So I have a lot of good things to say about Carter & I will get to that but this has been the worst weekend in my entire life. I feel absolutely betrayed, rejected, forgotten, used and heartbroken. Words can't even express how sad I am right now. I can't even stop for two seconds to think that it will be get better. Losing your first love is the worst feeling you can imagine. Ive given my life and heart into it and it all just fell apart! I want my best friend back I want my life back.

I don't know how to be ok...