Things are going well...

Carter has been sleeping better! Lots more water little thing needs his aqua to keep it moving. He is walking full time. He looks like a little crab hes too cute! He had his first bloody nose the other night. He was running he likes to go way to fast & he leaned in for a toy which slipped out from his hands. He fell face first into the tile. Bloody nose & a swollen forehead. It made me so sick to think that he was that hurt. I felt so bad, poor guy :(. Luckily he bounced right back.

On the good note he has slept well for three nights. He is blowing his own nose now! Cleans everything with his baby wipes, even his face & hair. He takes his diaper off and goes to throw it away which we got from Chase! Well he started pulling it off but we got the idea from Jenn to tell him throw it away. He drinks from a straw & feeds himself. He can almost open the door. Brushes his teeth & puts it away. He is so smart I could go on all day!!
I printed out his birthday picture finally they will be on here tomorrow.

SCHOOL= Great!
He started out the morning well. He cried a little but then they did finger paint & shaving cream. My kids were behaving so I got to get a peak. He was so happy & proud f himself it made my day!! He ate all his lunch & layed right down on his mat & took a 2 hour nap.

Poor Josh,
He went to his doctors apt. today & unfortunately the tumor hasn't gone away. It isn't growing but its not going anywhere. So next step is radiation. He is so scared I feel horrible for him. I'm so worried about his health in so many ways. Like strength, weight lose & the tumor its self. Thank god we are still living at home. I pray that one day Josh can look back and say "10 years ago I had tumors....." I wish it was in the past. Love him.


Love everyone <3 xoxo

Good Day

Eating my subway, he would cry if I took it from him. Big boy using his new top teeth!





At the park I dont know thought this was cute hah.

















Started out by sleeping in thanks to Josh & he cleaned the whole kitchen. What a doll haha! Today went to my dad's we went to lunch & had a great time. Then we headed off to Cameron's birthday it was so good to see him & everyone else! All those cute babies :D Had a hard week at work. Not going so well! Have about six moms calling me for in home child care. Think that would be better. Anyways he re are some more photos!

Long time no talk...

I am so far behind in pictures, since my last blog I have taken like 200 pictures. I will definitely get some up soon. So much has gone on and changed. Lets see Carter turned one!! Which was so exciting and he had a great time. I will put those up soon. I started working and thankfully I can be there with my little man. I work at his daycare. He is having a hard time still. He is confused because I am in the room next to him and he can hear me but doesn't understand why I wont come get him. The other day he put his little fingers under the door it killed me :(. It's so hard for me to hear him cry I want to run over and hug him! He is learning to be independent. It will benefit us both. It's a long day, hes away from me until 2 and them I am in his class until 5. My class is two year olds and they keep me busy! So cute though!! Loosing weight still be much slower than I would like! Everything is good and I can tell it's going to be a great year!!






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Carter Walking

Things to do people to see.

I spent the day with this gorgeous red head named Rachel :D She bought me lunch which im getting Cameron something in return, Cameron and Carter played so cute together. Cameron is such a sweet child. He showed him how to crawl on his knees and Carter followed it was too cute. Having him play over there with Cameron's toys made me realize he needs some big boy toys like blocks etc.. He was a lot more entertained with his toys. I am going to the park with Diana and Jenn. Have a good day :D

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Carter slept in this morning gave me sometime to clean. Windy & cool out. I got the whole house clean. Going to workout & go by some Halloween decorations! Start watching Cameron soon, I am excited for them to be together :D