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20 Months Old

So where do I start. Carter is 20 months old he gets more amazing each month!! He is talking like crazy but the sentences aren't coming together yet. He is saying shoe, please, thank you, Josh ha ha he says "Where's Josh?" Love it. He is going on the potty already! He has tinkled 4 times a poo'd once. I tell him its potty time, he takes his diaper off and "tries" to go hah were working on it. Then he will go get himself a new diaper. He is so smart but cant praise everything terrible two has hit! He is telling me NO all the time. He is growing up so fast hes adorable.

Job is coming to an end, to long of days for little guy. The pay isn't matching the hard work. I'm in school and working hard! I'm ready for a change. Going to stay home with him for awhile until he turns Two and I can get him into the school I want. I'll work on weekends which will be hard but it will work for now. He's eating so healthy Ive been looking up recipes and making him Broccoli grilled cheese, carrot and raisin wheat pancakes etc. He eats better than I do!

Josh is going threw the radiation treatments, it was emotional for me when he started and was rough for him. His tongue is getting the worst of it, hes getting threw it and its almost over! Say a prayer! Carter and I have gotten very sick in the past month, we caught strep throat twice. For children under two it is rare for a child to get strep let alone twice. I loaded him on vitamin c and immune boosters. I got such a bad case of strep I was in the hospital with a fever 104.2 it was so bad! When kids are in daycare the viruses spread all over. No more being sick!

My family has been amazing lately of stepping in a helping out financially and all around. I don't know what I would do without them!! I really appreciate all the help from everyone around me! Josh and I got professional photos done at MPG there great and we just got his school pictures back so there is tons of new great photos to come soon!!

Feel like writting

So I am working 6 days a week. Stressful!! Poor little Carter man it's hard on him. Luckily I said a prayer and now have some half days off. I can't wait to finally spend some one on one time with Carter. I am looking forward to seeing my girls threw the week & my family of coarse!! Im taking online classes at night to get my child care certificate. I have 50 hours to go :( I feel very accomplished lately & I am SOOOO shocked how Carter has changed. I feel like each week hes changed.

I get to spend some whole days with him in his classroom now. I watched how he is with his teachers and his little pals and its like hes finally at home with them. There are still days where he cries a little and wants his mommy but hes loving school. He eats all his lunch at school, nap time-walks over to his mat, pops that binkie and goes right to sleep!!! I am so proud :D I was watching him play today and he stacked 5 blocks on top of each other, I thought that was pretty good.

Were changing Carter's room right now. It's a beach theme very cute. Josh and I are making almost all of the decorations which makes is special. I will put some pics up when it is done.

Life is really good right now. Missing family lately need more time for that & friends <3

Fun Outdoors

Things are going well...

Carter has been sleeping better! Lots more water little thing needs his aqua to keep it moving. He is walking full time. He looks like a little crab hes too cute! He had his first bloody nose the other night. He was running he likes to go way to fast & he leaned in for a toy which slipped out from his hands. He fell face first into the tile. Bloody nose & a swollen forehead. It made me so sick to think that he was that hurt. I felt so bad, poor guy :(. Luckily he bounced right back.

On the good note he has slept well for three nights. He is blowing his own nose now! Cleans everything with his baby wipes, even his face & hair. He takes his diaper off and goes to throw it away which we got from Chase! Well he started pulling it off but we got the idea from Jenn to tell him throw it away. He drinks from a straw & feeds himself. He can almost open the door. Brushes his teeth & puts it away. He is so smart I could go on all day!!
I printed out his birthday picture finally they will be on here tomorrow.

SCHOOL= Great!
He started out the morning well. He cried a little but then they did finger paint & shaving cream. My kids were behaving so I got to get a peak. He was so happy & proud f himself it made my day!! He ate all his lunch & layed right down on his mat & took a 2 hour nap.

Poor Josh,
He went to his doctors apt. today & unfortunately the tumor hasn't gone away. It isn't growing but its not going anywhere. So next step is radiation. He is so scared I feel horrible for him. I'm so worried about his health in so many ways. Like strength, weight lose & the tumor its self. Thank god we are still living at home. I pray that one day Josh can look back and say "10 years ago I had tumors....." I wish it was in the past. Love him.


Love everyone <3 xoxo

Good Day

Eating my subway, he would cry if I took it from him. Big boy using his new top teeth!





At the park I dont know thought this was cute hah.

















Started out by sleeping in thanks to Josh & he cleaned the whole kitchen. What a doll haha! Today went to my dad's we went to lunch & had a great time. Then we headed off to Cameron's birthday it was so good to see him & everyone else! All those cute babies :D Had a hard week at work. Not going so well! Have about six moms calling me for in home child care. Think that would be better. Anyways he re are some more photos!

Long time no talk...

I am so far behind in pictures, since my last blog I have taken like 200 pictures. I will definitely get some up soon. So much has gone on and changed. Lets see Carter turned one!! Which was so exciting and he had a great time. I will put those up soon. I started working and thankfully I can be there with my little man. I work at his daycare. He is having a hard time still. He is confused because I am in the room next to him and he can hear me but doesn't understand why I wont come get him. The other day he put his little fingers under the door it killed me :(. It's so hard for me to hear him cry I want to run over and hug him! He is learning to be independent. It will benefit us both. It's a long day, hes away from me until 2 and them I am in his class until 5. My class is two year olds and they keep me busy! So cute though!! Loosing weight still be much slower than I would like! Everything is good and I can tell it's going to be a great year!!






Random picture hah

Carter Walking

Things to do people to see.

I spent the day with this gorgeous red head named Rachel :D She bought me lunch which im getting Cameron something in return, Cameron and Carter played so cute together. Cameron is such a sweet child. He showed him how to crawl on his knees and Carter followed it was too cute. Having him play over there with Cameron's toys made me realize he needs some big boy toys like blocks etc.. He was a lot more entertained with his toys. I am going to the park with Diana and Jenn. Have a good day :D

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Great Morning

Carter slept in this morning gave me sometime to clean. Windy & cool out. I got the whole house clean. Going to workout & go by some Halloween decorations! Start watching Cameron soon, I am excited for them to be together :D

Box Boy

Going on a walk & then to the park with little guy. Have a happy day :D

My Family

Are the best & so helpful! I am so thankful for my home life & that my family is so supportive. I am thankful to be helped so much & that they have taken care of Carter as if he was their own son. I don't know what I would do without all of them. Carter will benefit from this because I am able to stay home with him. Josh is on his way over, going to get him out of the house for awhile.

Jenn, Diana & I have been working out really good!! I am pumped to loose this weight. It's fun for the kids & great for us all to encourage one another!

Great day so far :D

So I've been very stressed lately not to mention I have had really bad migraine. I am just feeling very sorry for Josh and his situation and I feel helpless that I can't make it better/go away. I love him so much and it's hard having to deal with this. I really need to figure out a job or daycare situation money is way to tight. It's making me nervous. On the light note Carter has been so much fun this week. We've been outside a lot this week and it's been tons of fun!

Here are some new pictures. I love my Son!!